PeaceHippie1

I guess it's about time I updated, huh? Well... things have been pretty okay, actually. Sure, you get the good days and the bad days, but I've been able to keep the bad ones to a minimum just by that "state of mind", I guess. Hmm. It's funny, a minute ago I thought I would have so much to share, but now I'm sitting here tapping my fingers against the desk just trying to come up with another sentence. I guess that's a good sign though, no? The fact that I feel no urge to rant about all the lousy things anymore. I hope everyone has a lovely spring. Take care. :)

First entry for the year. Woo! There really isn't anything new. I'm making... I guess you could say "resolutions" for this upcoming year. I'm taking charge with them so hopefully everything will work out well. Anyhow onto the main reason why I wanted to write. So last night I finally spent time with my sister, it was absolutely wonderful. We actually talked, and when I say talked... I literally mean talked, about the most serious and psychological things. At first it just started with us goofing around and then I decided to show her some of these drawings I've been working on. After that we just starting talking seriously about life and any

Typing my thoughts out. I really hate thinking about the future... practically anyway. It's not going to be just getting through school, making more friends, and then flying off to see my friends in other states... it's going to be so much harder. I'm going to have to re-learn how to juggle the stresses of public school... the kids, the teachers, the work, the socializing, the drama, the loneliness, the stress, the... everything. Everything I hated. It's all going to come at me so quickly... will I be able to handle it? And that's not even the only thing... I'll have to get a job soon. I mean obviously once I am legally able to have one, but